I didn't go back to bed in the end. I wish I did but I have someone coming round at 9.30 and thought I'd probably feel worse for it. I might have a nap when she's gone.
I didn't even know you smoked. I hear Buddies given up as well. It's going ok. I thought I done really well but I was informed yesterday that I was a miserable cow for the first week. My cousin was round last night smoking and it didn't bother me at all.
God yes, have done for years! I am not seeing much of the new man over the next 2 weeks, so I can be miserable on my own. You are over the worst now. I think the first 2 weeks is said to be the worst.