The most glorious moments in your life are not the so-called days of success, but rather those days when out of dejection and despair you feel rise in you a challenge to life, and the promise of future accomplishments."
Haven't spoken to him yet, keep putting it off :( (bad I know) but have to catch him in the right mood too.
Have decided even if Italk to him about what we both want from relationship in future and our expectations in life, I probs still don't want to be with him.
Of course you will! It'll probably be a good weight lifted off your shoulders, I can tell how much it's got you down but I am glad you have got an idea in your head now about what YOU want.