hI curvybird,
Know exactly how you must be feeling, was in a similar position to you a few months ago .
Had to leave my pet for an op for lumps.
Wept buckets as I left her , couldn't think straight and so on.
Had posted on here about the problem before we went to the vet.
Got so much support and love from the wonderful people who responded.That with all their good wishes kept me going and focussing on positive things.
We are all here for you as well, so keep in touch , let's know what is happening.
I know I can speak for all animal lovers on this site when I say that we will all be thinking of you and your pet today ,and we will have everything crossed for the best outcome possible.
Sincere good thoughts and wishes to you both.x