if it is any consolation I have been trying to put a 'z' and 'x' in anxiety for years.
I do live in a world of my own. I get obsessed with thing and ideas. I don't make any major decisions without asking my brother to 'sanity check' them first.
It is weird - writing it down makes it all seem normal. But it isn't because sufferers take things to extremes.
On my new diet I have had chicken salad every day - varying contents but still the same food.
When I adopted my two cats I phoned my brother and told him that I now had cats..
Brother: how many cats? (thinkin crazy cat lady)
Me: 2 brother and sister
brother: do they know they are brother and sister?
Me: how the f**k do I know
brother: you 'do' know where kittens come from!
then I reassured in that they were neutered.
My Frankie has an AB user name and a blog -
http://frankiemerlin.livejournal.com/