Sorry to hear about your friend, mamya; 52 is no age at all these days. I'll be thinking of you.
I know it's cliche but the s*** times do make way for good times again.Last weekend was very tough for me because it was the second anniversary of my dad dying, and his mum too.Dad died while mum and I were out arranging the flowers for gran's funeral.
But this week I have had my lovely husband's birthday and it's our 11th anniversary today so I'm coming out of the doldrums again
As George Harrison said - All things must pass
( apologies for butting in with my own little moan)