Catcuddle please don't worry about posting on AB, you know most of us are pleased to offer help, but really I am glad that you are thinking about seeing the GP. I know what it's like to want to manage and cope with it all yourself, but sometimes the bravest thing is to admit that you need some help - and you're doing that. Go see your GP, if you think that talking about your feelings and anxities and not coming over as "whinging" might be difficult, then write it down and hand over a note to the GP when you see them. They won't mind, they are there to give advice as well as medication. I am sure that the counselling will help too. Keep going!