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Guys thanks for the sympathy. It's been helpful.
Sqad, I appreciate the fact-based advice, it's been funny.
Ladies, I know that not all women are the same, and there are decent ones out there. Unfortunately, I have totally failed to find anyone. My ex-wife was a cheat and violent. My ex-gf was a mentally damaged individual who turned out to have psychotic tendancies. This lass was awesome and fun, and turned out to have played me. I feel pretty broccoli right now.
Also, unfortunately, now I've got no money to buy anything for dinner :( Guess who's going hungry tonight.