over sensitive i know but i can't forget it!
most of you will think i'm mental but here goes:
my 10 year old daughter is going off to camp in a couple of weeks with the cubs and scouts.
She's already been to a local one, where I took her and picked her up, and she had a great time.
This time though it's for a full week and is a long way from here, in Edinburgh.
Now then, the other night I had the most verisimilious dream I've ever had - my husband came in the bedroom to wake me up. I thought he was blowing his nose but i realised he was quietly crying. he told me softly: 'they've crashed, just like you've said, they've crashed'.
now, i know that it's on my mind that she's going somewhere without me and I'm not in contol. I know that she willl have a fabulous time and it will be good for her, but oh my, the dream was SO real! I felt true heartache and that awful sinking feeling when I realised what he'd meant.
And I just can't get it out of my mind :(