Only Another Few Hours To Go

[bednobs]

till Xmas is over, and i'll be so glad. I have been dreading this year because i have been expecting something disastrous to happen. in 2010 and 2011 we said "Christmas will be really different this year" (because we'll have a baby) and both times Christmas was different because we were mourning the deaths of our babies. About a month ago, my husband uttered the dreaded words, and despite the fact phoebe is with us and well, i have had a horrible feeling since then. She has been unwell over the last 2 days too, so i've been anticipating mad rushes to a and e, on call doctors and all sorts. Now she's in bed asleep and the day is nearly over! Phew.

[Psybbo]

Oh bednobs, I didn't know about earlier sadness, but I am so happy for you now. Take care and don't worry so much, she obviously a little star and a fighter xxx

[sherrardk]

X

[boxtops]

bednobs - so glad all is at last well for you this year, and happy first Christmas to Phoebe x

[excelsior-1]

i concur, best wishes to you and your little princess, bednobs

[bednobs]

thanks everyone. All is not well of course, and never can be, but i really really appreciate the sentiment

[askyourgran]

Best wishes bednobs, hope you've had a lovely Christmas day together. Next year phoebe will be opening her own presents. Look forward, x. :-)

[starone]

It is terrible for you to have a feeling like this but you have your baby and you must make the most of her. I am sure she will be all right and my thoughts are with you, and I know others here will feel the same. Try not to worry too much or you will not enjoy the very fact that your baby is there for you to love.

[Mamyalynne]

You can never, nor should you push away the sadness of the past but must try to live in the happiness that is the here and now and as we all pray - the future.

I hope Phoebe is better soon.


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[fredkins]

Best wishes bednobs. x

[Buenchico]

I can't think of a better time to wish you a truly happy new year, Bednobs