How To Know What Is In His Mind?

[GHI59]

he is my friend whenever i think of him i feel butterfly in my stomach but i show him as if i don't like him. He treat me very nicely share almost all his secret with me bare all my tantrums he is the one who call everytime (once in a week as we live at different places and whenever we talk it last for atleast an hour or half ) he gave me sensual and romantic songs to listen.whenever we fight he is the one who apologies every time So begin a girl i have a intuition he love me but he says he is in love with another girl (i get extremely jealous) so i never told my feelings to him what should i do he is confusing me if he don't love me why he care so much for me even i treat him badly. i don't want to ruin my friendship by confessing my love to him (as he is happy in love with that other girl that's what i feel & he shows)
i just can't stop thinking about him can't concentrate on any work (just comparing myself to that girl)
i know its wrong and i am wasting my time but i couldn't help that what should i do i feel cheated though he never told me he loves me(but i felt that ) and i love him and can't do anything about that now

[anneasquith]

i have no wish to be rude, but how old are you and this boy ?