I should be really happy as today was my last day in my current job and its been stressing me out for so long but I'm not.
The bosses took me for lunch but the other lads weren't around and not one of them even bothered to text to say bye or good luck, even the ones I thought I got on really well with. Neither any of the subbies who I've done loads for the past 5 years. I am going to work for a customers company so I probably will come into contact with some of them again at some point but a simple text wouldn't have gone amiss.
And most people would be out celebrating but I don't have anyone to go celebrating with.
And because of the pay days I have to try and make this months wages pay for two months rent and get new work clothes (they are necessary as I need smart at new job and old was very casual).
And I'm bricking it about being totally crap at the new job and having to be the new girl and meet new people, being the social cripple that I am.
So in essence, I'm having a pity party and I wanted to moan at someone but the cats too busy licking his own arse to listen to me.