Busting Chops.

[dizmouk2009]

Right people I'm out to bust chops, get things off my chest, feel free to post and tell me what you think of me. I'm finally facing up to the stink I call my life.

ITS S***T or BUST now.

[dizmouk2009]

No I think there is hope, I just need to get through the next few days and get on the training courses. This willl show her that I can DO IT, I can be successful.

[dizmouk2009]

She has agreed to meet for Monday night for a meal, now whether that meal is to say "F*** you" or, look you need to show me you can prove yourself and until you do that I'm not going any further. At least I will know.

[cupid04]

that's the spirit, dizmouk!

[ummmm]

That's good news Diz. Do you think she'll see it through?

I wouldn't bother with your dad at the moment. It will probably just make you more angry.

[dizmouk2009]

I do need to prove myself, I have been bloody useless, it's time to step up, I just hope it isn't too late because it's bloody hard at the moment and I don't even know where I stand. As soon as I get on the training courses I can take my mind off it!

[dizmouk2009]

I've already contacted my step sister and step mum. I was rather nasty hahaha, oh do I care? NOPE! :)

[dizmouk2009]

To my step sister "Hello,

I've spent at least the 10 years of my life wondering how things would of worked out if my waste of a skin father had never married your mother. Well I'm now looking for answers, is he still alive and if so is he still living on Ravensdale?

I'd appreciate it if you would get back in touch, I have no issues with you, your mother or Simon.

Thanks."

To my Step Mother "how's my father? is he dead yet?"

[dizmouk2009]

I have actually releaved some anger by speaking my mind, hence the topid heading "Busting Chops."