Judgement Day!

[dizmouk2009]

Hey people.

Well I've finally decided to confront my problems full on in the face. I have sought all the help I can and now given the fact the help isn't coming quick enough I'm going to the extreme of extremeness.

Before I offend anyone, which I probably will, I need to say I'm sorry for using the NHS so much.

I've decided I need to get myself down to the hospital and push for a bit more help before I completely destroy myself physically and mentally. I 'might' have PD which could explain why one minute I'm cool as a cucumber and the next I'm on edge thinking of ways to throw myself into oncoming traffic.

The reason for this thread/post is to say thank you to everyone who has helped me get this far. This isn't to do with my marriage breakdown anymore. This is to do with me and getting myself sorted once and for all.

The people who have helped know who they are. Ummmm please don't tell my mum the plan (I don't want her showing up).

I'm going to have a shower first, I really don't think it would be fair on the nurses if I turned up smelling like a postmans sock.

Thanks,

Dizmo xxx

[Jeza]

Good luck with your quest diz. I hope everything works out for you.

[ummmm]

I hope you get yourself sorted. Is your mum likely to ring me?

Owen has his own phone now so you can ring me at anytime xx

[dizmouk2009]

She won't. Text me your number I don't have it.

[coccinelle]

Wait a minute. What are you planning to do?

[ummmm]

He's going to push for hospital treatment.

[coccinelle]

Right ummm, when he was talking of the extreme I was worried.

[Mamyalynne]

Diz - As always I send you strength and love to get through this, take good care now. ♥

[dizmouk2009]

What a fat waste of time that was, they did sod all. I'm getting fed up with the NHS. Just gotta wait to see if the secondary team play ball now.

[ummmm]

What did they say?

[pixie373]

Yes, what did they say? Have you been assessed at all by a Mental Health Team?