I've been having regular botox and occasional fillers for about ten years now. I don't look 'weird' and actually most people don't even realise, they just think I look young for my age (42). I've been to many different doctors and have never had any bad experiences. If I were you, I would have a careful amount of botox (most doctors nowadays realise that not everyone wants the completely frozen shiny look) and some filler in the nasolabial area to plump out any deeper lines. It is possible to achieve a natural look. Only problem once you've had it once, you want to look so good forever!