MY life as a special ed child!!!!!!!!!

[WittingGille]

Hi my name is john and I'm 13, I have a ton of mental disabilities like autism/Asp burgers, bipolar, Adhd, OCD, ED, Dyslectic, and disgraphia. I've been through many schools private, special ed, and public. in all the schools i don't fit in.
In public schools the work is too hard and every body makes fun of me because I studier, get bad grades, and have been hospitalized. No one seems to care about what i'm good at they all just look down on me. Even adults taunt me and dislike me. I'm such a screw up. I can't talk right and don't fit in with the crowd In special ed programs I get made fun of for being to smart. all the kids are not at my social group and through tantrums in school. One moment I'm sad and everybody doesn't care including my parents. Then the next moment I'm happy as can be and am really hyper. I have constant twitches and of course everybody makes fun of me for that too. I'm on tons of drugs for my disabilities which screw up my intestines. I'm confused I feel like hurting my self and know one cares what should I do?????????