I think I need help...?
I'm 17 years old and a senior in highschool. I didn't have the most ideal childhood being that I grew up in an orphanage for the first 4 years of my life. My adoptive parents and I have a very volatile relationship and we often go months without talking. Even though we live in the same household, we are strangers. I've done lots of things over the years to disappoint my parents but, perhaps, the most disappointing is that I'm not the size 00 that I used to be now that I'm growing up. I don't eat breakfast or lunch. For dinner, I allow myself no more than 700 calories and it's almost ALWAYS the same meal. I know I have a problem but I don't know if I'm quite ready to let this go. As much as I'm scared of being fat, I'm more afraid of my future. What am I becoming? Please help me...I need you.