Self-Harming -Again

[Baby_Sham]

I'm really sorry to post this again, but I have a specific question I need answering...

I have an appointment tomorrow with a psychiatrist, to asses my mental state. This is a good thing.... but... I'm really really worried about the state of my arm.
I've not 'let up' on attacking it, and it's in a bit of a mess. In fact, I'm pretty sure one of the cuts is infected, despite me using antiseptic wipes on all of them.

My main concern is my kids.
are they in a position to look at them and declare I'm an unfit mother?
I'm not, my kids don't even come into the whole 'self-harming' thing, and I'm far from suicidle, but I'm just worried.

I don't need any advice of the cutting (thankyou :) ) but just on the social services point of view.

Thanks.

[sunny-dave]

Treadmill sounds fun :)

[sunny-dave]

Not me boss - I never delete anyone - a complete tart :+)

[Baby_Sham]

Thankyou Daisy (love that name by the way) :)
I've cancelled so many appointments, over the past 5/6 months, and I'm just so glad I finally went, because it's given me a sense of hope.
It's also made me realise that everyone has problems, some less than myself, but some much, much worse. We just deal with them differently. x

[Baby_Sham]

Dave!! :O It was the height of embarrassment :)

[sunny-dave]

You could have had somebody's eye out :)

[Baby_Sham]

I had my own bloody eyes out! :p

No joke, it was humiliating. He didn't know where to look, I didn't know where to look.... aghhhhh!

[Baby_Sham]

P.S Thanks for making me giggle :) xx

[sunny-dave]

At least you can laugh about it ... eventually :)

[Baby_Sham]

It took a few glasses of wine.... after I got home, obviously :D