I don't know what's going on with me.
I suffer occasional very deep lingering bouts of depression that are cruel and beyond anything I could describe.
Mere words a?ways seem to miss the point.
But today is crazy!
I feel on top of the world, like I am on a real high. I have energy, well a good level for me. Mrs T looked out of the window and remarked what a miserable grey day it was. I looked out and think its beautiful, the colour of the darkish clouds, the grass still green and leaves everywhere. The occasional bus or car going past. All normal that I see every day, but different, and peaceful, and I'm even jittery inside with a euphoria that is not normally me.
Crazy man I tell you. Wish I could be like this all the time.
Meds not changed apart from more antibiotics.
Never take sugar in tea, but today I am and loving it.
I was even singing before and Evelyn and Alex were laughing at me!
Wish I could switch this on any time, on demand!
Rebound sometimes catches me out too, nothing extreme like a bipolar high but a sudden relief, that seems all the sharper for the darkness of my normal days
Trouble is it usually comes with a dip in its tail.
Theland - i am pleased to read that you are enjoying some relief from the bottomless torture of depression - I really hope it continues, and levels out to something you can enjoy on a daily basis.