Hi sammy,
What a dilemma for you!! Difficult call, on the one hand you have just gotta knuckle down to the course, (which you want to pursue career wise), and on the other keep your pecker up in a job you despise.
Easy for us sitting here on our puters, to advise (which I guess you don't need - cos you know that it makes sense to further your career options), but difficult to stomach going in day after day to a workplace you hate.
How long is the course for, how many days a week?
You always come on here in such a bubbly way, with your Q's, it certainly doesn't show that you are down...
I'm sure you are a fighter sam, and will wonder why you felt so low in a couple of months time - hey what am I saying? - in a couple of weeks!!
take care
n00dles xxx