The biggest crush I had looking back I have no idea why I had the crush and I�m sure he�s gay now. My first kiss at school also turned out to bat for the other side. But there was one lad who was my best mate boy mate at school, the one I�d always sit next to and he�d always be my lab partner, well I had a real secret crush on him, then I found out he was leaving and I psyched myself up to tell him how I felt, anyway on his last day at school he went to say goodbye and I said I�d see him at youth club that night and would say goodbye then ;-) anyway I got home that evening and my mum told me we weren�t going to youth club so I never got to say goodbye :-( 10 years later I found him on friends reunited and said goodbye :-)