paulakea,
why on earth have you gone back to him ? you say you can't cope with hurting him, did I read that correctly ? so it's ok for him to hurt you then is it ? it might be hard to be on your own for a while,but that is far better than being in an abusive relationship,he won't change,why should he, if he just says how hurt he is and you go running back,please think very seriously before commiting to him again,you are worth more than a load of abuse,take care paula, Ray xxx