I don't know what to do

[Lakitu]

I have been offered a work transfer to Australia, the problem is if I go, I will lose the only man I have ever truly loved.

I have been in love with this guy for a few years but circumstances dictated that we have never got together. We had a row just before Easter and in a fit of anger at him, I applied for the transfer. I was interviewed last week and offered the job on Friday afternoon and I have until Tuesday afternoon to let them know my decision.

I spoke to him about it yesterday and he said he wouldn't stop me from going and it's not fair of him to ask me to wait for him until his circumstances have calmed down, but then that makes me wonder if he won't tell me how he feels is it because he doesn't feel anything? Or if he does, it's not strongly enough?

I can't stay for someone who doesn't want me at the end of the day. I'm scared to go over there on my own. I'm a better, stronger person with him. I don't know what to do.

[Lakitu]

Yes, he said he was relieved x