dission made.......

[Lorzy Lor]

its over. its so sad.

the argument rumbled on till tonight. in a silent way, we were just having the essential conversations. I emailed him, with my concerns, worries, and how i was feeling, said that it wasn't all him, and that i had fault too. i was trying to open a conversation.

All i got back was a snippy, abusive, nasty email back.

it made my decision.

any advice? i have to stay here till the 18th, as we have the step son over, and he has to work. All i want to do is go.

:( i feel numb

[sara3]

Lorzy, I'm sorry.. and I've missed your earlier posts.

why do you have to stay?

[Lorzy Lor]

because, my husband has to work through the week, and i cannot take my step son and my son to my mum and dads. <-- that was confusing!

[sara3]

does your partner know you've made this decision?

I did (kind of) understand your last message!

[Lorzy Lor]

not really, but i'm really sorry sara3, little ones awake, so got to go! wish i could chat though, feel weird.

no he doesnt, but i think he knows its coming, he said as much in his email

nite sweets xx

[sara3]

okay, another time. take care x

[pinktwink]

lorzy good luck with your decision is there a friend you can stay with for a while