Times Jumbo Cryptic 1238

[mikebear]

I wonder if a kindly soul could come to my aid with 22d:

Feeling awful at the start, drunk in party (4,4)

I've got ?i?e/?a?l

Many thanks in advance, Mike Bear.

[scorpiojo]

Fine Gael

[scorpiojo]

..anagram of feeling a(wful)