Good luck pinkbunny. I've been where you are right now and have come out the other side and now live an incredibly happy life! Court and seeing him will be terrifying but keep your head high, don't let him see you are scared. Once this is over you will be able to move on with your life and he'll not be in it in any way. As scary as court will be, you will feel enormous relief once it is all over. He can't hurt you anymore pinkbunny, standing up to him will show him you are a strong person and not scared to challenge him anymore. Let us know how it goes, all the best x