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ok , heres the kicker - she has given me HIV. this is not a joke !! my life is in a complete mess, the doctors diagnosed me on 24 october 2 months after i had sex with her, i wasnt sleeping with anyone else . i knew it was her that gave me it because after i came down with very bad cold and cuts in my mouth i just knew it was her. i never had a flu like it and knew something was wrong, when i called her and and asked her about it she just said as matter of fact that i would be ok, the doctors in hospital knew it was her gave me it because i told one of the social workers in hospital the day i was diagnosed that i had unprotected sex with " this person " i learned that this woman had been going for treatment at the hiv clinic for some time, so she knew !! and that is another reason why she has a stranglehold over me , how on earth would i ever explain that to my wife for god sake, that is why it is so difficult and this bitch knows it, in a way its me to blame too , of course it is , i should have used protection, i should not have gone there in first place !! anyway its doe and im to blame also for this mess. doctor asked me why i didnt use the PEP pill, i didnt even hear of a pep pill before, though this person knew she had it and shouldnt of had unprotected sex with me or anyone else . she has since had sex with a friend of mine and he is only 25 and he has his whole life ahead of him and a great career offshore, ive told him in roundabout way that if he ever has sex with her again to use condoms, he asked me why i said that but i shrugged it off. thsi is not a joke and please if you think ur being funny by giving me negitive advice then think again, this is and has turned out to be mu worse nightmare. this bitch actally goes shopping with my wife and smiles at me and my poor wee wife soent have a clue. ive done my wife and daughter wrong, so much wrong !!! nothing can take away this guilt i feel , i cannot turn back. if i have advise for any one of you it is do not do what i have done !! please. and im not on here for a pity party either, jst advice . thanks