Just watched it on the dvd recorder. Was a bit difficult because it's what I had to do with my Dad and I was alone as well. At least he was a decent age though. I`m surprised they didn't put up one of those "If you have been affected by this scene" etc etc messages at the end
i don't watch Eastenders because i find the stories too downbeat, but did catch the scene you described and having been in that situation i know how painful it was, watching it back on EE brought it all back