Khandro, you've told us about your clot before. The question is, was it caused by the vaccine? Neither of us know for certain, if we're honest. I can understand your fear, but my view is it's best to follow the most rational approach, a bit like gambling on the most likely winner, rather than some runner which happened to have a name coincidentally like my daughter, or a similar name to a previous winner.
From what I know of you from your posts I don't think you will accept what I say, as I feel you are motivated more by emotion and instinct than by cold logic.
I hope you stay well, and I hope you try to avoid passing on a virus even if you think it unlikely.