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I just found the following, and now I'm a devotee of this sensitive man.
" In his latest column for The Sunday Times, he wrote: " I can never sleep properly the night before they go, and all the way to the slaughterhouse I have what feels like a hot cricket ball in the pit of my stomach.
“And then when it’s finally time to say goodbye, I always become a little bit unmanly.”
“I know that I’m trying to be a farmer and that this is what farmers do. And I know I will enjoy the bacon and ham and pork chops that result.
“But it’s not easy, taking seven happy, healthy pigs from their woodland home to their deaths.
“Especially as pig prices are currently so low I’ll almost certainly end up making a loss on the transaction.”
Jeremy Clarkson's farm was also hit by another tragic loss after an accident. Although Jeremy had been looking forward to his remaining female pigs welcoming new piglets into the world, tragedy struck on the farm when one pig accidentally killed ten of her babies after giving birth.
The mother pig was later nicknamed Clumsy by Jeremy and his partner Lisa Hogan, after she sat on two of her 10 piglets, leading to all of their deaths."
Anyway, at last I didn't see any mention of him being afraid of his venture failing. That's good news for some. :-)