I have a bff and I cannot see my life without her. a year ago she did something hurtful to me that I just can never let go or trust her again. Long story short I got in a fight at school. Part of the reason i got into the fight was because she twisted my words of what i said to her to this other girl and basically the other girl got mad and confronted me about it. One thing turned into another and it led to me being punched in the face and head several times. I felt so humilated. I basically got beat up in front of the whole school. I confronted my friend by texting her asking her why she would run her mouth about something I never said, to somebody I dont even get along with. But that made her mad she basically called me names and threatned to show up in my house and fight me too. But the part that really broke my heart was when she went on my instagram and posted a comment saying "you got beat up mane" with the laughing emoji. I honestly can forget about her running off her mouth and twisting my words to that girl because maybe it was a misunderstanding. But how could she have the audacity to publicily shame me for being humiliated in front of the whole school like that? We stopped talking for several weeks but then made up. The problem is everytime i look at her I see the same person that back stabbed me emotionally. I just want to know if I am being petty by holding a grudge against her or do I have every right to feel the way I do about her and should I just leave her?
Its not a difficult choice dump her as she is not now, by any definition, a friend. Write off the experience as part of growing up and move on without looking back.