Sorry, Naomi, for not having replied to your question, but I had previouslyanswered it. or something very similar.
I think I was getting disillusioned with the thread at the time, too!
This continued Tweedling (nice word - you may make use of it) serves to reinforce my sense that the R&s community is unable to answer the simplest questions, such as those in the OP.
It's just "have faith in what I tell you" "search your feelings" etc etc. and etc.
Would it be kinder to let this poor abused thread die a merciful death?
And no debate on mercy killing <]:-)
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