I got halfway through :-). He said himself, that believing in God, was "struggling and wrestling". Why would you be so determined to believe in anything, that is so difficult to? What is the purpose, or the advantage?
This man, as the last one, has clearly already decided what he "wants" to believe... and is quite clear about it.
Surely.... more people want the right answer, than the easy one? Are humans really that rubbish, that they think think they need to have all the answers and that they are "loved" by something, anything...?
Could you please explain to me, as I have asked a few times.... how God either appeared out of nothing, or was always around. How did that happen?