Night Howls (Part 27)

[agchristie]

'IN THE ZONE' with Britney

Wanna chat? X

[fraser]

That right ag a new day keep positive

[Mozz71]

Hey lady. How's you?

[agchristie]

Still awake Mozzy but nay surprise there!! How r u?

[Mozz71]

A face of apathy hiding a raging mess of anger and chaos. But that's what I get for reading some of the threads here!

[agchristie]

Awwww, well Im only really on here now for this thread.It was only the other day that I said that in over 20 threads no answers had been removed but then yest happened :-(

[Mozz71]

I stumbled onto the Transphobia Gang's thread. It was nasty. I knee it was worthless me arguing against them. Sometimes you just realise that battling those folk is like peeing in the wind.

[agchristie]

Hmmm,a lot of stuff these days seem to descend into farce and then insults.I just don't go there any more.Yest shocked me and I wasn't gonna get involved but I felt I had to in the end.People like me get a bad name but some of the girls Ive talked to have had good jobs and got good qualifications....

[Mozz71]

I know you don't do it by choice, but by necessity. I don't approve, but I understand, and I certainly would never belittle you for it. And I'll defend you from people like SK, just as I would stand up against any bully.

[agchristie]

Thanx Mozzy I know x

One of the girls,Amy,is now staying with me as she had nowhere to live.We have loads in common despite the obvious and she is good company.

[Mozz71]

That's good. You're not alone if you're not online. How are you coping with things? Honestly?

[agchristie]

I'd say it was like some days are more bearable than others and that there are no real good days.I've made some progress on stuff but the 'biggies' I'm struggling with.Tho I'm not drinking and me money situation isn't as bad as it was, I'm exactly like Amy in that we go out 2 or 3 times in the week and we have a drug addiction tho her 'crack' problem is worse than mine.x

[Mozz71]

Is that something you can work on together? Can you get on a rehab programme? Methadone or something?

[agchristie]

It's either gonna be a great move or a terrible one.The idea is just what u say.We try to work together and support each other.It's a risk we both think is worth taking as independently we are hopeless.We both have a drug support officer who we link in with regular.

[Mozz71]

It's better than doing nothing. With a little luck, the both of you will own 2020 and be clean sooner rather than later.

[agchristie]

What I would give for that outcome Mozz.

I haven't even got 2020 vision these last few days :-(

[agchristie]

When r u hitting the sack Mozz?

[Mozz71]

I was thinking of heading off soonish hun. I have old man music on and its getting me sleepy.

[agchristie]

Ok Mozz, don't worry.I'll let u go.Thanx as always x

Btw,not seen Ozzy around for a bit

[Mozz71]

I dont know, I only see him on this thread. I'll see you tomorrow if you're around xxx

[agchristie]

Ok nyt nyt then x