Theland...you make a number of assumptions that require an answer.First of all you state that I take a book that I dont believe in and in fact hate and read it again and again.Lets start from the beginning.When I first became interested in the bible (and religion in general) I was about 14 years old.I had no preconceptions about the bible then, one way or another.Religious education was my top subject at school (N.B religious education is not the same as religious indoctrination).While my R.E teacher was teaching us the usual RE curriculum I was busy reading the rest.I became facsinated by the "hidden" stories of the bible, the ones that you NEVER hear from the pulpit of any church.My interest in all things religious/spiritual/supernatural/ had begun.During my teenage years my interest grew and I looked into all manner of philosophies.the occult, mysticism, ufo's, eastern guru's, churches, quantum physics, magic, wicca., various schools of psychology and parapsychology. The list goes on.I used to read at least one book a day (i'm an extremly quick reader).
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