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Morning... Sorry, for some reason, I'm having difficulty posting answers....
Well, I finally managed to get to sleep at about 4ish... up at 6 so I'm feeling rough AND still like a complete bas*ard... but nevertheless, I'm still going to stick to my guns...
In fact, I've brought his cd's and books to post to him today, but left his address at home by mistake.... and obviously not wanting to call him, I'm just going to post it all together on Wed as it's my payday and I owe him �50, so 2 birds with one stone.
I also agree that I should completely cut the losses as I remember us both agreeing to see eachother in 2 weeks and talking face to face, but I admitted that I may 'lose my head' and maybe even sleep with him, whether for 'old time's sake' or because I was drunk and happy and had a good night with him and that would obviously batter his head and make things worse.... he then said, 'Well that's ok if it happens..." To which I immediately told him it wasn't for reasons stated above.
What an absolute nightmare this all is. x