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Your pretty much spot on china i think!
I know he loves me, and I love him, but even after so long i just feel im not good enough for him.
I've told him many times that i feel that way, but he says im talking rubbish, and he wants to spend his life with me. We arent engaged or anything yet, as when we fies got together we made a couple of rules.
- No talk of marriage til we have been together 5 years
- No talk of kids until im atleast 25. I'm 21 atm!)
We have however talked about marriage, but no engagement, He has last weekend though bought me a �10,000 car, which on financ will be costing him �19,000 in total! So I know he is serious about me, and in a way has shown his commitment to me, but I just cant get the little things out of my head!
Like his sisters best mate nearly wrecking us, his ex coming back so close to home.
I know he loves me, we are planning to buy a house together! I just cant get it straight in my head that he is with me, and loves me.
I'm making myself sound worse and worse here arent i!?