Is there something wrong with me ?

[Glidr]

I'm a 33 year old man who has been married for 5 years and I have two beautiful children. I told my wife I was sexually abused by another boy when I was eight years old.

The thing is, I've started to wear womens g-strings ( just the plain black ones, nothing frilly..lol )and womens tight jeans, I've also started to get into the " emo " look. I've had several piercings and died my hair black and had an " emo " hair cut.

My wife accepts all of these things ( except she won't let me wear the jeans outside ) which I understand as I don't want to embarrass her.

She asked me if I was gay, I told her no as I had a homosexual experience a few years ago as I thought I may have been, I did not enjoy this experience and I am in no way attracted to men.

For the first time in my life i feel happy and confident with who I am. I've heard that a lot of gay emo guys wear womens underwear and womens jeans.

I've been bullied and made to feel like a freak all of my life. I had very physically abusive mother and step father and at one point when I was 10 my mother put a knife to my throat. I guess what I want to know is, am I a freak or a pervert just because the clothes I wear are not " traditionally male " ?

[Glidr]

Dot, no she was never arrested. I never told my father until recently.

[Lil O'lady]

How does your place of work react to your numerous piercings and your hair style?
Or didn't you think that part of the storyline through?

[Glidr]

Lil O'lady, I don't work. I was in a car accident last year which left me disabled. Thanks to a huge compensation payout. I don't have to work. Does that answer your question ?

[ummmm]

Last year....it took me over two years for me to get my compensation. I was knocked over on a pedestrian crossing.....

[Glidr]

ummmm, I guess it's all up to the quality of the solicitor you have.