hmmm...

[georgie115]

i feel abit bad. this isnt really a question I just needed someone to talk to. i feel as though iv been a real bitch and i didnt wanna be. I broke up with my boyfriend who id been going out with for a year and a half and I then slept with me boss who is 27 and im 16.. hmm. i feel really bad. as if iv messed everything up. i do think i still love him but he lives so far away. iv had too much vodka. i do hope people are still online. i want to change how i am i just dont know how. i seem to just say stuff to people and i think it makes them not like me or think im not a serious person. i joke too much and i think i say things without thinking. my ex still loves me and my boss really likes me. i dont know what to do. i dont really need advice. just needed to say all this. i feel so bad. i may cry that might help... or i could have more vodka? sorry if you read this and thought it was boring. xx

[gilli999]

OK sorry if this comes across as horrible it's not meant to be - but.... Read you're own post in the morning when your sober - the cold light of day may do wonders for your state of mind. Things are always in better perspective in the morning. It seems like the drink is talking a bit tonight

[georgie115]

ha i know it sounds stupid or whatever im not THAT drunk i just know iv been abit of a bitch. seriously.

[hau kola]

Hi georgie,dont feel bad sweety,its all part of growing up.Just learn from your mistakes,we all make them,only you know what they are.xxxx

[georgie115]

thanks :). but i really have hurt people very badly. i may just erm try to make them happy then move on. i dunno. HM

[gilli999]

You're 16, your boss is 27 like the title of your post, hmmmm...
As for what you've put about saying things - we all did that when we were younger. God I'm sounding far too grown up and think I'm far too tired to give decent advise. Ignore me - I'm just a cynical old so and so
On a serious note, I would take the rose tinted glasses off where your boss is concerned - sorry if that sounds harsh

[hau kola]

How old is your BF?

[georgie115]

ok confused. your not old till your 70. dont feel old. i just dont know anything i havnt had enough experience i cant help feeling bad though i hate making people sad. please explain

[georgie115]

i dont have a bf. ex is 17 boss is 27

[figure]

I'm not sure I'm believing you. Think this a joke. Attention seeking?

[georgie115]

ITS NOT A JOKE. i wish it was.

[pussnboots]

Its the vodka, in the morning you won't remember half of what you did. When I was 16 I went out with a lad and he took me to a casino, I got drunk and the rest of my memories are embarassing even to this day, I am now in my 50s and the talesI told my mum that night are worthy of JK Rowling. Just learn by this and dont't worry.

[gilli999]

I'm 73 !!! lol. don't really know what you want me to explain. You have answered the question yourself. You haven't had enough experience yet to make "more wise" judgements - that's not meaning to you will make only better judgements when you're older. Experience is gained by making mistakes!!!!

[georgie115]

oh sorry. i didnt mean to make you feel old. i understand what your saying. i cant really help feeling bad i wish i had more experience so i could stop feeling this way. but i suppose it would be with same whatever age i was. i just wish i hadnt hurt people. i know i have because they remind me all the time. i thought that he would get over me as hes 27 and i thought it might be just a sexual thing but i think he really likes me. i cant deal with this at the moment.

[gilli999]

This sounds really harsh but he doesn't like you - he likes what he gets from you.

[hau kola]

gilli that is a bit harsh,you dont know that for sure,not 100%

[georgie115]

ok

[georgie115]

probabaly is what he likes. i dont think anyone likes me properly. never mind

[gilli999]

I know it's harsh but didn't mean to sound rude. Didn't mean to offend - just trying to be honest. Sorry hau kola and georgie

[georgie115]

hm. its seriously all he wants probabaly .like anyone would like me anyway. i dunno why i care. i hate feeling the sort of things i feel.

[hau kola]

georgie,from my experience,you wont get much sympathy on here.Havent you got a friend you can talk to,somebody a bit older perhaps?