NOT a sympathy thread !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Drisgirl]

As some will be aware my children lost their children tragically (in a an accident) just 6 months ago. Its been tough - very tough as we have an impending trial. Today- his dad -my childrens grandad was found dead -I visited him as I was concerned as he seemed to have given up when Dave was killed and urged him to please start eating and think of the rest of his family (his wife died at 47) -he assured me he would try -remember I am now on the perimeter of the family. He came to see my mum and dad 2 weeks ago and spoke at length about me and Dave (my first husband and father of my children and sorely missed) and at that point I thought -he has given up -looks like he did. It wasnt suicide -he simply died of a broken heart -how sad is that and selfishly another burden for my 2 to bear-I am weeping as I type this. I just wish that the perpetrator of this event would have just pled guilty and taken the smack on the wrist and at most a years ban -but no -she had to take it to trial. Am I such a bad person for hating this woman with a vengenace -I would have held ny hands up and said 'Guilty as charged' but no she decided to not only try to keep her licence for a lesser limit but the biatch has now effectively cut 2 lives short -but given us all a life sentence.The trial starts at the end of April. (She doesnt have a leg to stand on -well Dave would have had no legs to stand on had he lived -or a head so its all incidental-grr) Would you blame me for being bitter and also what next ??????????????? .Can someone tell me -I have no emotion left for my children-its been all used up-how can I tell them its gonna be OK?

[Drizzle]

I do go on. I even bore myself.

[MrBounty]

I thought the topic header for this thread asked for no sympathy.....but by the end of it, i am practically begged for it!

And there has been plenty given over the last day or two!

[Louisa 69]

awww dris, so sorry to hear of you're troubles. Thinking of you and you're family. Take care xxx

[funnygirl]

Hi Dris,
I have only just noticed your thread.

My heart really goes out to you. I know what the pain is of losing someone and in your case it is double the pain.

I am thinking of you now and always!

[Drisgirl]

Thanks to everyone who have posted since my last post -its been really uplifting -your support has been fantastic -I thank you all from the bottom of my heart xxxx

Hopefully there wont be anymore such posts from me -we all need a wee break.

[puss_boots]

Drisgirl I am really sorry that you are having such a hard time. I have only just read your post as I have not been on AB over the weekend. Nothing more I can add really, I don't know how you are coping. pussx

[peb9]

no worries at all, how you doin today, hope this finds you a little better x