Birdie:
under the heading “god,” one dictionary says: “A person or thing of supreme value.” Those regarded as gods today include the millions of gods worshiped by Hindus, as well as those worshiped by Buddhists, Shintoists, animists, and other religionists. It also includes the god of materialism, the thing of supreme value for most people on earth, the main motivation in their lives. It also includes the gods of military might and science that the nations look to for security and salvation.
Where did God come from? Well, the Bible answers that God did not have a beginning. God has always existed. As difficult as the concept of God’s eternity is to grasp, we cannot dismiss the idea simply because we cannot fully comprehend it.
Atheists may believe that everything began by chance. But if you take the natural laws, precision and organisation seen throughout the universe, then surely it is logical to conclude that there is some intelligent creator behind it all rather than just blind chance. I suppose an atheist would say,m “In the beginning something,….” Whereas the Bible begins by saying,m “In the beginning God…..”
As to his not telling humankind about himself, you will find the answers in the Bible – that is if you really study it and not just read it as words.
As to our being flawed. That goes back to Adam & Eve, again if you studied the Bible and not just read it, you will find the answers.
But of course – you don’t have an open mind.