Independent thoughts?
I'm all for that.
That means examining what we can of the totality of human wisdom, and using our reason and logic to determine if any of it is true.
I have done this, and continue to do so, and Christianity answers all of my questions.
I am saddened at the lack of knowledge of God and the bible displayed by so many who are far too quick to mock, dismiss, and twist the bible accounts both for cheap entertainment and self aggrandisement.
Think on this. If you were to die right now, you would immediately find yourself standing naked before God who would judge you.
You would either go straight to eternal life, or to eternal separation from God.
Your choice.