i miss him

[starry eyes]

I met a guy whilst on holiday who i completely fell for. I was 22 at the time and he had JUST turned 18!! Firstly, is that wrong? I dont think so!!! But anyways, he is english but lived abroad with his family and although we swapped numbers, we have never kept in touch. (in the mean time i lost his number, and i now have a new number anyways!) I have since found out, (through my family who now live in that country) that he now lives back in the uk. I always wonder if he remembers me, and how he feels/felt about me, cos i always think about him. I'd like to know if he thinks about me ever, and how he is ect! although there is nothing i can do about it (even if there was, im too scared!!!) Im constantly wondering, what if, and wonder what he is up to now. i just needed to get that off my chest and share it with you !!!!!! x

[starry eyes]

Sorry, anyways, what i was gonna say is!!! Has anyone else been in that situation? Its not nice is it!! Just wondering how others got through it x

[redcrx]

firstly there nothing wrong with the age gap at that age, obviously you both got on well during that time on holiday and enjoyed the same things. But it sounds like you need to move on, its highly unlikely that you will ever see this guy again so try to dwell on a past relationship.

[redcrx]

sorry, that should read 'try NOT to dwell'

[starry eyes]

Thank you, i appreciate the advise, and you are right.!!!! Time to find someone new!! lol x

[babscartland]

freak, get on with it.

[joko]

bear in mind that many blokes pretend they live abroad in order to stop holiday romances from carrying on....

the fact that he just so happens top live here now makes it all the more likely

don't waste another second thinking about him