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Suicidal Thoughts
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I experienced a psychotic episode last year and began hearing voices. I am also taking anti-depressants, but for the first time I have begun to feel suicidal. My mother has recently entered a home because she is suffering from dementia, my best friend is very seriously ill and my brother and I are no longer communicating. I do not have close family or friends to call upon and sadly I've never been popular and able to mix with people comfortably. At 50, the sense of loneliness and despair is all engulfing and I feel it's all too much and that my life and future prospects are never going to improve. I accept I sound like a self obsessed whinger, but I'm at the end of my tether and just don't know what to do.
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Ripley - Please keep typing on here, we are all really caring for you, if only in the cyber world, but you are valued nonetheless for that.
If, at the moment, we are your only point of contact with the outside world, well, until that changes, use us, and let us know how you are feeling, and if you are mad and angry, then hit the keyboard with a stream of words, let it all out.
We are all listening and wish you well.
If, at the moment, we are your only point of contact with the outside world, well, until that changes, use us, and let us know how you are feeling, and if you are mad and angry, then hit the keyboard with a stream of words, let it all out.
We are all listening and wish you well.
Hi everyone. I went for a walk earlier on because strangely, I am feeling extremely restless and even agitated today. I feel like I'm about to sit an examination. I think this may be some kind of reaction with my anti-psychotic medication. As for hobbies, I like reading and writing short stories on the computer(not for publication,mind). Unfortunately, I am finding it impossible to concentrate on these activities at present.I'm watching a lot of TV because I really don't have hobbies that require me to go outside. I have written to my brother twice in the last month, but he hasn't replied. He lives in another part of the country and I don't know his new telephone number, not that I could bring myself to call him. One nasty word to me at present and I would collapse in floods of tears. I've even burst into tears when shopping recently. I also have to confess that my poor relationship with my brother is mainly my fault and I think he may just have become completely fed up with me. We haven't spoken in seven years. I do miss him though. He's very strong emotionally and I have always looked up to him. We are like chalk and cheese.
That is a long time to not speak with your brother. Is he aware that you are having to deal with your mothers illness by yourself. What about you, have you tried making amends for what happened with your brother? Does he know you look up to him?
Come over to Chatterbank. We are having fun over there answering loads of amusing questions and everyone is on there is nice. xxx
Come over to Chatterbank. We are having fun over there answering loads of amusing questions and everyone is on there is nice. xxx
Ripley - Every time you log on to your computer, you see the title of your thread, "Suicidal Thoughts," and that can't be helpful.
Why not start a new thread in the main subject of Body & Soul, and just call it, "Ripley." We know who you are and you've told us about your problems, so we will all still be looking out for you.
Why not start a new thread in the main subject of Body & Soul, and just call it, "Ripley." We know who you are and you've told us about your problems, so we will all still be looking out for you.
That's a very good point Kroozer. I am feeling a bit better this evening and haven't burst into tears at all today. I know it is still early days, but I feel hopeful for the first time in ages. I am going to stop posting on this thread and will hopefully post a more positive update in the near future. I want to thank everyone for their positive and helpful answers. It has been an absolute pleasure to feel connected to so many lovely people.
I am so glad you feel a bit better Ripley, you seem like such a lovely person. I too am suffering from depression, and believe me I know it's hard to trust people and open up, but I have found that, as silly as it sounds, posting on here helps! You know you have people who care for you, even if you have never met them. And that helps. I wish you all the best, and I'm giving you a big hug! xxx
Exercise increases your heart rate, which may boost your bodys natural mood enhancers - endorphins.
Make sure you are getting enough iron.
Ferrochel is the most bioavailable form.
Also try talking a vitamin B-complex formula.
I recommend going to youtube and put in Britains got talent in the searches. Listen to a girl called Connie sing somewhere over the rainbow. This is uplifting, but might bring a tear to your eye !!!!
Just an idea, but have you ever thought of buying a cat or a dog. They are very loving animals that might help you with your loneliness. Awaken the giant within. Try something new or start a new hobby, Painting is creative and very relaxing.
Make sure you are getting enough iron.
Ferrochel is the most bioavailable form.
Also try talking a vitamin B-complex formula.
I recommend going to youtube and put in Britains got talent in the searches. Listen to a girl called Connie sing somewhere over the rainbow. This is uplifting, but might bring a tear to your eye !!!!
Just an idea, but have you ever thought of buying a cat or a dog. They are very loving animals that might help you with your loneliness. Awaken the giant within. Try something new or start a new hobby, Painting is creative and very relaxing.
