take care nailit, and i hope things go well. if not, i would like to impart a little advice. if you do go down and start to struggle while you are in there, please make sure you see the mental health team - they are trained psychiatric nurses (as am i) and they will be able to prescribe meds and support you. in my experience the teams are normally rather good and it is always best to deal with things as soon as possible if you are having problems, and i hope you are getting the support you need now as well. take care.....Lisa x