last post on here ever for me goodbye

[mnko]

life suks! what is the point? i cant go on anymore! goodbye forever it was fun. my life aint worth sht. i love my kids but are better off without me my wife i love but she deserves better. she will love again. bye

[dot.hawkes]

Amara they are not unfeeling comments, sometimes people need a kick up the arse and that's how i respond. Spades a spade to me I'm a Yorkshire lass like me Mum and that's how she would have handled it too.

[noxlumos]

mnko
Your life reads in some parts a lot like mine but it's STILL not an excuse to kill yourself. Nothing from the past can have any bearing on you unless you allow it to. It took me years to realise that but it's the only truth there is.You control your own quality of life not other things or people. Talk to your wife, she'll be horrified at what you feel and please stop talking about killing yourself, the only person that'll solve anything for is you and it'll leave your family bewildered and devastated.

[Cobra.]

mnko, life sucks at times.

The no of times Ive thought it aint worth it ...then bounced back and thought gogg job I didnt do anything stoopid when I was down.

keep your chin up m8

[beejaybee]

We`ve ALL had sh** things happen at sometime or another. I could write a book!! PLEASE see your doctor or counsellor.

[Katie~77]

Please stop and think how your wife and babies would feel if you actually went through with this. You said that your wife would find love. She already has, with you. If you were my husband, I'd never forgive you for leaving me alone and heartbroken in this way.x

[Cobra.]

anyway mnko ..you need to stay to ensure noone breaks your record for posting the most Qs in a row in the one section.

[dot.hawkes]

Cobra u cracked it, add that to his success list, he's already got his kids his wife and his online store on there and so it is building nicely. : ))

[dot.hawkes]

plus of course there s the wedding in September, bet that is all paid for and the invites have gone out:
http://www.theanswerbank.co.uk/Music/Question2 17075.html

[Suzyboo]

As difficult as things have been for you, the things you listed had happened before you even came on this site so it is logical to assume that something else has happened more recently to make you feel this despair, whether you are conscious of what it is or not. You need to talk to someone about how you feel - either your wife or someone more objective like samaritans as was suggested. You have only ever come across on here as a devoted family man and they love and need you

[jno]

your kids won't forget you, they'll remember your death forever, and in a bad way - they will always think of themselves as failures for not loving you enough. Is that, in a roundabout way, what you actually want? (The same is true for your wife, but being older she may be able to cope better.) Anyway, as noxlumos says, you can't make them love you, you can only take control of your own actions. Suicide is one way but there are many others. It does sound as if a medical approach may be one of them: depression is an illness, and it is treatable. Make use of the links others have provided here.

[unruliejulie]

Glynn, this isn't funny mate. Life is short as it is. We must love and protect our families whilst we have them. To take your own life is not fair on the people who love you. That is your wife and especially your kids. I lost my Dad through a massive heart attack at 17. I needed him then and at 37, i need him now. I cannot stress enough that they come first no matter how desperate you feel, at this moment. You always strike me as a lovely family man who loves his wife and kids dearly and that is what counts in this life. As i said, we are blessed to have our time on earth and to give that all up for things that are in the past and you cant change is pointless. You are a long time dead Glynn. Think about that. Sending you loads of love You know my e-mail (myspace) if you wanna get in touch. XXX

[unruliejulie]

also glyn, i could reel off a long long list of bad things that have happened to me in my 37 years. I choose to be strong and move on. I enjoy my life for what it is and what i make it. I would never ever leave my kids. They are everything.

[dilf]

come on mnko even wm is being nice

[mnko]

ur making me cry so much. i thank you. i hear what ur saying. feeling a bit better

[mccfluff]

glad your feeling better mnko xx, morning wardy

[dot.hawkes]

come on mnko shift your sorry arse and get back up there, as cyber as this is, you gotta say we are as sorry a bunch of understanding and sympathetic miscreants and oddballs as you will ever come into contact with. : )

[BigBishop]

This is not funny.

[dot.hawkes]

indeed it isn't BigBishop were you looking for a laugh?