last post on here ever for me goodbye

[mnko]

life suks! what is the point? i cant go on anymore! goodbye forever it was fun. my life aint worth sht. i love my kids but are better off without me my wife i love but she deserves better. she will love again. bye

[laurence2]

mnko, whats the problem then.

why are you so down?

[Amara]

mnko - what is happening - please talk to us -

[mccfluff]

i take it your taking the pi$$ out of last nights posts mnko!

[mnko]

this aint no p1ss take DEADly serious i h8 my life i love my kids and wife but they will be better off without me, i'm just a sad waste of life and i cant go on anymore

[laurence2]

Mccfluff, i,ve just scanned down last nights post, seems to be catching { i,m leaving for good thing} i think your right

[mnko]

just looked at whiffeys post, theres a difference im leaving this earth not just here. PERIOD

[laurence2]

mnko, so ending your life is the answer then?

Why do you think your a sad waste of life

[mccfluff]

why whats up hun?

[dot.hawkes]

well don't forget to email the ed to close your account, then the id can be made available for other people who may want to be known as mnko. : ) Don't make a mess either.

[noxlumos]

mnko, unless you are terminally ill then don't bother. Life is all there is and your kids will think you're a c*nt and struggle for the rest of their lives wondering why you didn't love them enough to bother living, it'll give them the very worst form of low self esteem. Life's hard aint it? I've seen your ebay shop,you're obviously trying and you can be successful , it's just an uphill struggle for a while before you're sucessful. Keep going and make it happen, don't give in and snuff yourself, that's weak and pointless and will damage your family.Everyone feels like this at some point, I have many times, but don't you dare actually give in and let your kids down.

[mnko]

my life
i was abused as a child by my father.
my best friend drownt and i was accused of killing him.
my mother walked out on me and my sisters.
i was accused of rape
i tried to kill myself 3 times when i was depressed 11 years ago
i had a gr8 job my depression took over and i had 2 resign.
my family dont care about me, i live in a different country to them and so they forget about me.
i have no friends
im struggling with weight problems.
feel like im losing my wife.
only have my kids but they will forget about me they are young enough. there mum is beautiful and will find love again.
GLAD SOME OF YOU THINK ITS FUNNY. WELL SCREW YOU.
I'M CRYING OUT FOR HELP AND ALL YOU CAN DO IS MAKE A JOKE ABOUT IT. THANKS ...NOT

[dot.hawkes]

then this ain't the place, get to a hospital you need help and stop making us all feel bad, this is the internet and not real, go somewhere that has a chance of helping you or sign out of here and talk to a real person. Won't help your life if you sit there typing this stuff.

[mnko]

im gone

[mccfluff]

sorry mkno, i honestly thought you were taking the pee out of last nightz posts, i don't think this is funny and really feel for you but i agree with Dot you need to get some proff help, but will be there for you if you ever need to talk [email protected] xx

[dot.hawkes]

right, come back when the hospital say you aren't a danger to yourself and others and let us know if there are any dishy doctors about! : )) Oh and if they keep you in remember to take plenty of change for those new coin slot tele things.

dotty
xxxx

[beryllium]

mnko, here is the samaritans link in Ireland, and also a depression website too. Your children will NEVER understand why you commited suicide and you wont be there to answer their ever wondering minds or help them with their homework or answer why is the sky blue?....
Please get in contact with these sites I am linking.
B.

http://www.samaritans.org.uk/talk/branches/ire land.shtm

http://www.defeatdepression.org/ubbthreads/ubb threads.php?Cat=

[dot.hawkes]

lift yourself up man, i bet we could all write a list like that and not stop writing til christmas!

[Amara]

mnko - if you are still reading go to your myspace inbox - ignore the unfeeling comments on here.

[beryllium]

please read this, it's very poignant.....

http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/

[kate1976]

As you've said yourself mnko this is a cry for help, if you were actually going to top yourself you'd tell nobody, trust me, I know!!

Your life according to that list has been sh!te but you know what, life is sh!te for a lot of people but they ain't going on about ending it all! If you're depressed get to your GP or phone the samaritans or something but don't screw your kids lives up by topping yourself!