I met a guy whilst on holiday who i completely fell for. I was 22 at the time and he had JUST turned 18!! Firstly, is that wrong? I dont think so!!! But anyways, he is english but lived abroad with his family and although we swapped numbers, we have never kept in touch. (in the mean time i lost his number, and i now have a new number anyways!) I have since found out, (through my family who now live in that country) that he now lives back in the uk. I always wonder if he remembers me, and how he feels/felt about me, cos i always think about him. I'd like to know if he thinks about me ever, and how he is ect! although there is nothing i can do about it (even if there was, im too scared!!!) Im constantly wondering, what if, and wonder what he is up to now. i just needed to get that off my chest and share it with you !!!!!! x
firstly there nothing wrong with the age gap at that age, obviously you both got on well during that time on holiday and enjoyed the same things. But it sounds like you need to move on, its highly unlikely that you will ever see this guy again so try to dwell on a past relationship.