(((bednobs))) my heart really does go out to you XX but don't give up hope just yet, unless your 'gut feeling' is telling you the docs are right? there is still a chance that baby will hang on till measuring at 26 weeks? Miracles do happen you know, & doctors have been wrong!! Also have they explained why the placenta isn't working as it should?? or if there is anything they can do about it??
If the worst does happen, do not blame yourself! sadly its just 'natures way' & certainly don't think it was your one & only chance! if you conceived once, why wouldn't you again??
& again IF the worst happens, the hospital will make sure that your delivery is as pain & stress free as possible, they will also advice you about registering the birth etc & as far as I'm aware (depending on your religion) a christening/blessing will be included in the funeral service.
I carried my first baby to 32 weeks then found out his heart had stopped! I went through delivery & then burying him, & yes I blamed myself, but truth is no-one ever knows why such horrid things happen :( but I'm sitting here now, mum of 2 fabulous healthy boys (14 & 9) & 28 weeks pregnant! Sure I'm worried, scared & nervous but have to stay strong & focused :) THINK POSITIVE :)
heres hoping all goes well for you & my thoughts are with you XX