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I have had three cats altogether. First one Muffin I had for 13 years, one day she just went missing. Never did find her.
Second one was Keats, originally called Beethoven, but he didn't know he was deaf as are nearly all cats with a lot of white and with blue eyes. Some children took him away, he got run. Over because he had no road sense.
Last one was Shelley, had her for about 12 years. She developed feline leukaemia. Vet told me I would know when it was time. She was so swollen and one day went for me when I stroked her. I knew then she was in too much pain. Hardest thing I ever did taking her to the vets. I cried for weeks. Am filling up now. She had been my lifeline when hubby died. Said I would never put myself through the heartbreak again. I do get tempted sometimes like after watching that programme.