I got up about half an hour ago. Couldn't sleep, maybe not tired enough, although I feel tired, it's just that the world seems a safer place when viewed from beneath the sheets. Yes, I may go for a walk, don't feel like it, but I think I'll give it a try.
The bad news postman has just been. Letter for me to attend an interview, "Pathways To Work," or something, to get me off benefit and etc etc. That should be terrifyingly fun.
I've never done this kind of thing before, and that scares me. I feel like ringing them up and screaming down the phone, "Leave me alone!" but of course, I'll get a recorded voice offering me option one, two, three, four etc etc.
Thank you China, for your kind and encouraging words, and for taking the time. I think you would make a great counsellor, you do plenty of counselling on AB so you have a natural talent for it. I think I would like to try your line of work, admin, but at the lower end of course, as I'm not qualified in that area, but I could write letters, and fill in forms if they weren't too complicated.
I don't feel sorry for myself, honestly, I just feel so scared all of the time. The least little thing upsets me.
If I could think this fast in a job, and put it to good use, but I'm thinking so fast, but all the thoughts are almost random, and uninvited, and the thoughts I want, like remembering peoples names, or where I put my reading glasses, or what my wife insists she told me last night, well they won't just come when I try to summon them.
I can't even read anymore.
Typing on here seems to take me ages.
I've just thought of an idea.
Mibs' children could be described as little, "Miblets," and then I thought that would be a great name for a new snack food. I think it's a great name.
Could be a winner. Don't suppose there is a market for dreaming up new names for snacks is there?
But what would Miblets be like, taste like, different flavours?
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